Why...

I look like I feel down,

but you don’t notice that im underground...

You smiled and laughed at everything I said,

brought strange emotions into my head...

Spoke words that cuddled me like a child,

Now your gone and you’ve left me running wild...

What is it that you meant to say,

Why did you loose interest along the way?

You had your fun and left me in the middle of paradise,

but after you left its like a desert in disguise...

I don’t know who I am anymore,

even happiness feels like a bore, when your not around....

Its like Your fucking with my head,

But you leave me alone in bed...

When you don’t reply to my texts you tear me apart,

Cause I know all your texts by heart...

You might have forgotten me by now,

But im affected by that thing they call love... 

But its just not fair, this whole thing,

cause I went ahead and bought you a ring...                                                                    

But im not that stupid, so ill move on,

And forget you with booze and porn...